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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Jowiee Country: Australia Metro: Melbourne Gender: Female Occupation: Student Message: message meEmail: email me MSN: sweethunnni_s2@hotmail.com Member Since: 10/8/2005

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

need a break from it all..
from the:

drinking
clubbing
work
infactuations
money wasting
& did i mention
drinking

Time to start behaving myself.
No more drinking.
~~No more working.~~ -- who am i kidding..at least i tried to quit lol.
No more infactuations.

Back to being the uni bum.

Also Friendster/Myspace/Facebook has also been updated.. i thought it was about time.. lol.. what can i say.. ima lazy shit!

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Friday, January 11, 2008

~~2007~~

Time: 2:30am
When: Friday night

Where: HOME
Are you fucking proud of me or what?!?

(excuse my language)

Couldnt sleep, so i stumble back onto good old xanga. Yes snoopville central. Reading back on old posts, i thought to myself... shit nigga, how so much shit has actaully changed.. and how the fuck could i be fucked writing all that shit back then.. LOL.. but then again ima here writing this now.. so there must be something wrong with me.. =D

It's ok, it's only once a year and it's just a little update on my life.. for my own record.. but if you really think about it, if you are reading this now.. there could be only so many reasons

1. you are bored off your nuts
2. you are curious about my life and what i do now
3. you love me?!?

4. you are checking up on me
.......hahaha FUCKING SNOOPER! ima just messing wit cha!

Well i can't believe it's 2008 already and ima nineteen years of age. Shuttup ima not young anymore, you guys are just fucking old shits now.. bahhhh!!!! Seriously i think 2007 was faster than 2006.
It only felt like yesterday when i was sucking my thumb and scratching my ass..wait it was yesterday... bahh.. im kidding.. keep your pants on!!.. Maybe it's because we've all grown up and doing different shit now. Being legal and able to drive does show you another side of life. A sweeter side of life. Can't believe we use to public transport and taxi and shit.

2007 was a year of driving, seven, china bar, ali kababs, pancakes, loft, drinking, infactuations, procastination, moneyless, gossiping, lacking of sleep, cops, crashes, car blowing up, weight gaining, friendships gained, drink driving, vomiting, working, hangover, shopping, ocean groving, crown, sickness, hospitals, ice skating incidents, story telling, poopie incidents lol and soo soo soo much more.

Missing the days back at the start of the year. Where we just finished high school and started uni. Where the only thing on everyones mind was party and to chillax. Missing the loft/amber days, pancakes and princess days and deakin/melb uni midnight study sessions.. LOL.. did anyone actually study?! murder in the dark all the way :)
Miss that petrol use to be cheap and how we use to drive anywhere and everywhere.

Now so much has changed. Different groups, different unis, different lifes, different goals, different wants, different needs. I admire the ones who are striving towards their dreams. People like you give motivation to me, to suceed and work hard. I've made friends and lost friends, i guess that is just the way the cookie crumbles. But is very thankful for all the memories for the year 2007.. good or bad!

Thank you for a great year and putting up with my oh so funny jokes, my whinning, drunkness, bitchyness, clumsyness, stupidness and my shit vocab and spelling.. ARE YOU HAPPY DAVID.!!! i have shit vocab and spelling.. so what.. loll

I may work 7 days a week, i might not always come out, i might always lash...

but ima always here. and will always be here.

So i hope 2008 is a better year..
So bring on the booze, money, men and non-stop partying. lol

.........................fuck that!

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Rewind, Reflect, Rehash

I have come to realised that time is priceless.
The memories i have carried with me over the years good or bad, happy or sad have stuck with me and i thank all of yous for being there for me. You have watched me cry, laugh, struggle, give up, work, smile and have contributed to who i am today. Without you i would be lost!

School life has finally come to an end. I still remember the moments of stupidness and laughter and how can i forget all the hurt and tears throughout my high school years. But then life isnts as smooth as peaches and cream.
It's normal, and a experince everyone has to go through.
It has taught me that there is more to this world. Some self-respect. That the most important thing in a relationship is love and trust and without it, there is no meaning to the relationship. That cheating is unacceptable and unforgivable and if it is real you would never be put second. That faith can be cruel and the kindness of your heart can be taken advantage of. I have learnt to let go and walk away.

The past year has been abit of a book fest and a year of many dreams. Year 12 was seriously a bitch! But finally it's over and done with. As for the result, i'm happy but not enough to reward myself. But i have no regrets as i did put my heart and soul into it and that's all that really matters. Isnt it?!?

It has been a quick year.. my highlight was probably valentines days. I felt so spoilt that day thank you so much to people who spoit me and joseph. it made my day! haha that's probably the highlight of the year..

So much has happened and so much has changed. Saying goodbye to a life you were once so use too, feels weird. People you are use to seeing everyday has now turned into once a week. The memories will always be with me thou. Everything has changed, everyone has changed. We have all grown up!

As we are approaching another year..
A new year, a new life, a new love and new things..
How things will be so much more different!

But Thank you to the people who have been by my side from the beginning and throughout the years, holding my hand. It means so much to me.

If you never let go of my hand,
             then i'll never let go of yours

             Don't give up on me!

               Happy New Year!

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Monday, January 09, 2006

Reflections--
(taxed from old blog) -01/01/06

Another year has passed... 2005!
As the clock strike midnight last night and the night sky was filled up with beautiful colours and everyone around you were screaming "happy new year" you just cannot help yourself but reflect on what a year it has been...

A year of slacking as i did not put my 100% in, rather than leaving everything to the last minute..
A year or confusion on who i want to be or where i want to be...
A year of regret, stupid moves that i've done to cause others pain..
A year of surprises that just sweeps me off my feet..
A year of can't be fucks....
A year of hurt....
But a year with fkn awesome memories....

2005 was a year where i took time out... from everything and just went with the flow... But somehow i always ended up getting myself into situations. Situations that i would change if i could go back in time... but i cannot and must live with the consequenses.. i was never meant to hurt anyone.. but i guess everything happens for a reason...
I learnt that you must always think clearly about your act... You cannot let anyone push you into anything you don't want to do.. i call this peer pressure :)
But you must always think for yourself and let your heart and soul have the last say.. Friends opinions can be asked.. but they cannot make the decisions for you..

It was also a year.. where i stood my ground.. i learnt how to let go... Letting go and saying goodbye are completely different things... goodbye means the friendship has evaporated whether letting go.. is just moving on!

A year where friendships were losted and also a year of new friendships gained...
A year of bonding with my beloveds that will last a lifetime..you know who you guys are!
Through the happiness and sad, rain or shine.. we manage to keep it cool! haha

~~msgfrommetoyous~~
" You've been there at my worst, you've been there at my best.. and fuck as much as i try.. i can't get rid of you.. guess im stuck with you for life... "
{ myjjj & dcj }

From recycled gossip "did you know?" to weekly mondays.. and times spent at sophia..

These are memories that will forever be cherished!

What does 2006 hold?

2006 another year.. another hectic, exciting, fun, stressful, emotional, scary, hard-working year ahead of me...
But fuck all that... THIS YEAR'S GONA BE FKN AWESOME...
so bring that shit on!

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Detox time..

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

At a point of time, you sit down for a second to catch a breath..
From the clubbing, the drinking and the going out way too much.
From the lack of funds you have, but still spend every cent you have because that's what i do.
From the laziness and unmotivated self to work.
From the moodiness and bitchyness and dramas.
From all the boy troubles.
From all the close incounters of car accidents.
From the pressure of uni and the thoughts of failing.
From eatting and eatting and eatting.
From the tears and the worries.

Sometimes life just gets a bit too full, a bit too much.

but

LAVISH<22.06.07> --
goooddd night that was

LOFT <29.06.07> --
laddiesss night was rocking..

OCEAN GROVE <3rd-7th July 2007> --
My breath away from everything.
>>thank you david for the house<<

but when i get home.. everything is still here waiting for me..
i wish i knew what i wanted.
i wish i had the motivation.
i wish everything would just be simple.
just need to get over it..

need to go backs to my roots..
...hibernation...
k-dramas =D

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Life is too full..
Time moves to fast..
Work 6 days a week+Full time study is starting to drain me..
Missing my girls..
Losing my direction..
Fucken Broke..
Exams suck..
10 Season of freinds was the BOMB..
One tree hill now is the bomb..
Lacking motivation..
Practicing to much procastination..

SHIT.. would time just stop already..

... i miss the days ...

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